I do not understand why I was always this way and always considered strange by myself. I hate when I have fallen and hurt to feel the pain again.I want to see the rainbow. rainbow at night, but I'm sure it was just impossible for everyone. I want to be with a rainbow, because a rainbow can only make me feel calm. I want a rainbow, I like rainbows.when I'm sad I'm sure God was testing me, "but, why is it so heavy God ..? heavy", I'm sure God will not give me an ordeal beyond my patience, my limits. I'm sure, God sure rid of all this.sometimes they never understand what I'm experiencing. I hate lies, I hate false promises, I hate it when there never was one person who would listen. is it possible I'm too bad for them ..? But why to me ..? I never understand how they do not ever want to understand what is and others do. I hate it ..!
never occurred, I recall the past has happened. The past is often more beautiful than I had imagined. Happier, more perfect ..! Ever tear this out of the tiny eyes would soon put an end to the beginning of adolescence. I'm just a little boy who does not know anything. I hate when I'm in solitude. but, sometimes I need solitude to calm my mind.I want to cry and cry until I had enough for tears. I would like scratched glass to my right artery. and I would never want to come back here ..! I hate the real world ..! real world is very evil and cruel ..!I want things back the way they used to be. while I still might be able to smile without compulsion, without insanity, without confusion, crying, stress, whatever. who could never make me rise again ..!
when I stand alone here, not one man who looked me in the middle of the crowd. I looked at them from where I stop and think about what happened on this day ang. Yesterday was a beautiful day, there was a rainbow. Today is really bad for getting angry sky. But, what about tomorrow ..? whether bad or good ..? But, I never get an answer from the flower bed. The flower only show someone that I never recognize.
When I woke up in the morning, I walked among the faithful friend who always accompanies pleasure and woe, visible rainbow in the sky, among the cold morning dew and damp greet me. I'm scared, scared can no longer survive here, tomorrow is the day that is always feared, loss, disappointment, regret, anger.
Never Understand.
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